The roller coaster from Hell.
Okay, so I ran into this online boggle addiction which has distracted me from posting. Actually, I have been trying to not think about "this gay thing" for the past few weeks, so I really haven't had much to say.
But now it feels like things are starting to bubble up. It is like I am sitting in the front of the rollercoaster. We are in the straight, slow spot, catching our breath, but looking at the hill ahead. Click, click, click. We are starting the climb to another hill. Will I hold on tight and close my eyes? Or throw my hands in the air and scream?
Bea
But now it feels like things are starting to bubble up. It is like I am sitting in the front of the rollercoaster. We are in the straight, slow spot, catching our breath, but looking at the hill ahead. Click, click, click. We are starting the climb to another hill. Will I hold on tight and close my eyes? Or throw my hands in the air and scream?
Bea
Labels: the gay thing
posted by Heidi at
4:18 PM
4 Comments:
Hang in there, Bea. I'm praying for you.
God bless!!
Bea -
You sound like an amazing woman. I am surprised that I am leaving a comment as I am in a similar boat as your husband.
As far as myself, I am married x14 yrs, 2 kids, conservative Christian, and a professional social worker (most people don't even know what the DSM-IV is!).
Before we got married, I told my wife that I had same-sex attractions. I thought it would "go away" when I got married. It didn't.
My marriage is currently on the rocks. I am not very romantic and our love (sex) life is basically dead. Any advise for the romantically challenged?
I'd really like a wife's perspective on your thoughts and feelings. I am not out to my wife, but she knows something is up. I am SOOO backslidden from when we got married, and that is reflected by my own act of adultery with another man. It doesn't make it right....it just is.
Please check out my blog. Leave a comment if so inclined.
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B
You are so courageous. I admire your strength and character. I know you may not feel this, and it may feel like a deep dark tunnel, but I want to assure you that there is a light at the end of the tunnel. It’s hard to decipher, but it’s coming …
much care
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