Tuesday, October 13, 2009

moved out

moved out

in august

no one (from his church)

has figured it out

yet

that i know of

serves them right

two weeks until it's final

feels like i'm ripping in two

and somehow it feels better

i commented on his last post

but he deleted it

whatever

5 Comments:

Blogger Rachel said...

I am still here, with you.
Love.

Wednesday, October 14, 2009 2:41:00 PM  
Blogger A Troll At Sea said...

Bea/Heidi:

There's no good way to end a marriage, and yet sometimes you just know it's over. I can't look at my experience through my ex-wife's eyes, much as I would like to be able to--and little as I would like what I saw, but I do know that we reached a point where we both knew it was over.

I did think my life was over, which Eddie may as well. Everything he held onto that defined him as a man is leaving him with you; I left home, but the facts are pretty much the same however you slice it. You are never the same person again.

Here's wishing you all the best wherever you land. And patience for the [sometimes] long fall before you land.

It turns out that life is NOT over, just the part you thought was all it could be. I hope you find something soon that makes you see that ends can be beginnings...

all the best
T@C

Saturday, October 17, 2009 8:35:00 PM  
Blogger saseum said...

.............

I went through my divorce last year. I learnt that grief can take some time. Divorce is considered as death of a relationship. I am looking forward to meeting you at the end of a long, dark tunnel. =) When you are ready share with us.

Friday, November 13, 2009 1:49:00 AM  
Blogger b said...

Thanks, Rachel and Troll for ALL of your support - for the last several years - wow. I feel like I'm starting to float a little after treading very hard to keep my head above water.

And thanks also, Saseum. I plan to start posting more again soon. :)

Heidi

Friday, November 13, 2009 11:39:00 AM  
Blogger Eddy: said...

only deleted it because your comments totally disregarded what I had written. sorry.

Wednesday, January 27, 2010 10:13:00 PM  

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