moved out
moved out
in august
no one (from his church)
has figured it out
yet
that i know of
serves them right
two weeks until it's final
feels like i'm ripping in two
and somehow it feels better
i commented on his last post
but he deleted it
whatever
in august
no one (from his church)
has figured it out
yet
that i know of
serves them right
two weeks until it's final
feels like i'm ripping in two
and somehow it feels better
i commented on his last post
but he deleted it
whatever
posted by Heidi at
11:31 PM
5 Comments:
I am still here, with you.
Love.
Bea/Heidi:
There's no good way to end a marriage, and yet sometimes you just know it's over. I can't look at my experience through my ex-wife's eyes, much as I would like to be able to--and little as I would like what I saw, but I do know that we reached a point where we both knew it was over.
I did think my life was over, which Eddie may as well. Everything he held onto that defined him as a man is leaving him with you; I left home, but the facts are pretty much the same however you slice it. You are never the same person again.
Here's wishing you all the best wherever you land. And patience for the [sometimes] long fall before you land.
It turns out that life is NOT over, just the part you thought was all it could be. I hope you find something soon that makes you see that ends can be beginnings...
all the best
T@C
.............
I went through my divorce last year. I learnt that grief can take some time. Divorce is considered as death of a relationship. I am looking forward to meeting you at the end of a long, dark tunnel. =) When you are ready share with us.
Thanks, Rachel and Troll for ALL of your support - for the last several years - wow. I feel like I'm starting to float a little after treading very hard to keep my head above water.
And thanks also, Saseum. I plan to start posting more again soon. :)
Heidi
only deleted it because your comments totally disregarded what I had written. sorry.
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