I have a new job - in my field, unionized = pension, real benefits. My last day at the old job was last Thursday. Life is good.
Watched the Movie Trembling before G-d
, as recommended by Aaron
. Thank you Aaron. . . and Netflix. Wonderful documentary about the struggle of gay and lesbian conservative Jewish people, some married. It actually deals some with the struggle of the spouses.
Coordinated a rummage sale / bake sale at my church over the weekend (raised some money for Habitat for Humanity). Very busy, very tired. Spent a lot of time with church people who love me (us). I think that I went a whole day without thinking about the "gay thing." I almost feel normal. Am wondering if all of this is just really pushed down, or if I am just giving myself a respite from thinking about it, or if we are going to be okay. For now, I am hanging back and trying not to dwell on it. It will sort itself out as long as I am careful not to push things down.
Labels: God and the gay thing, movies, the gay thing